in my food, in my music, in my wardrobe, in everything.
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After getting my photos back from the Photo Studio, I was given a list of modeling agencies and places where I might find some work while I´m here.
Obviously I don´t want to pay anyone to make me into a model but I also don´t even think I want to be a model.. even though I would do photo shoots every day if I could! I am looking for more promotional type work that I can do every so often around the city. I was given the name of an agency called WINK Models which is a free agency in Sydney. They contact you when they might have work and that is the kind of thing I am looking for. I went online and applied and they sent me an email today with a more lengthy application and they also requested more photos.
I should hear back within a week to see if they want me! Cross your fingers!
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Its not like I don´t have any, but I certainly don´t voice them like a lot of people do.
And its not that I don´t understand how people can voice them, because if you like something or dislike something, its your prerogative to let it be known… its the delivery of opinions that shocks the hell out of me sometimes.
If someone asked my opinion on Britney Spears, I would say “I don´t really like her that much”.. but some people have to put it in a way the degrades her whole existence, as if they are an expert on the matter of life.
Then it ceases to become an opinion and becomes a judgment instead. For me, judgment is a lot harder to respect than opinion.
but then you see the good that can come of those decisions, and you rethink if they were so wrong after all.
Would he have experienced the magic and excitement of love in a foreign place if we were still together? Probably not… at least not like he is now.
For the best.
so I always panic and think its something really bad and that makes me feel even worse. My head has more to do with my sickness than any germs or viruses. I think myself sick.
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Well, here we are again. I knew you´d find me. I don´t even like you, so I´m not sure why you´re still lurking about. You make me feel crazy. I hate it. Please leave me alone.
I thought it would be a nice day to lounge around.. especially because I was hungover from last night. There were a ton of movies on tv so thats literally all I did. All day. Watch movies.
The last one was Pretty Woman. Probably not the best one to end the night with. Love the movie, but it has definitely made me really sad. It surprises me sometimes how much I love this boy. How much pain I´m in over it. How much of the day I would spend crying if I allowed myself to do so. Its surprising.